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Ripping The Wings Off Butterflies. by Shadowlily16, literature

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Ripping The Wings Off Butterflies.

The door is closed, Locks and bolts are Tightly held in place. No one can get in, She can't get out. Trapped in her mind, She loses herself and Suffers from pure insanity. Cut off from the world, Panic strikes, she falls. Unable to cope with pain, Starving for acceptance And longing for company. Bad memories sting, Good times didn't exist. Alone in her dark place, She can't hurt herself To be distracted from the agony. No one is with her, She can't hurt them. But patience is practiced, And she waits for the coming Of the unlucky victim. To pass the time, She rips off the wings of butterflies.

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Things run through your mind The name calling Your insecurities Or just the depression. You can't stand it anymore. So you decide to hurt yourself Without the blood. You ignore the meals in front of you You ignore any kind of food you see. Slowly you get used to it. The burning inside your stomach Saying that you need food. But you ignore it. You get used to skipping meals Eating a bite Just to last the day Or the week Or even the month. Days pass by Weeks Months You decide to look in the mirror And you're shocked at what you see. You can see your ribs Bright as day. Your collar bone. Your bony wrist. The anorexia

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Fading

How did we fade so fast? It's as if time passed by with a blink of an eye. We drifted apart so much... We were best friends... Now we're strangers. Strangers who know each other, but don't know each other at the same time. How did we get so far? Whenever I see you Or hear your name My heart skips a beat I know you I know you like the back of my hand... But do you know me? Sometimes I cry myself to sleep Sometimes I enjoy the taste of blood And the ripping of flesh Just because we aren't who we were. Now... Now we're nothing. We act like we're fine. But we're not... I'm not. I wish things were back to what they used to

Be-you-tiful. by Steeephanie, literature

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Be-you-tiful.

Beautiful isn't a flat stomach. It's actually far from that. You see, some people may call People beautiful from what They see on the outside. I, on the other hand, see The inner beauty. & When there's inner beauty, You seem even more beautiful On The Outside. No need to starve Yourself. Or purge your food. Or take any pills. You're already beautiful. Inside And Out. Outer beauty comes from Inner beauty. Confidence is key. We're all beautiful. Inside & Out.

Don't walk with the dead by Deaths-Lament, literature

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Don't walk with the dead

The crows are cawing The night is sleeping This is the day, where your heart starts beating Heard a call in my head While the night slept with the dead It told me to wake I thought I was dreaming I thought it was fake This is the day Where the sun is risen This is the day Where your sins are forgiven Let go of the night Let your heart start beating The night is for the dead The night is for the sleeping Listen to the voice That's deep inside your head Don't sleep with the living Or walk with the dead

Pianos by Deaths-Lament, literature

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Pianos

The dreams and disfigured nightmares Of eons past and times forgot The twisted hallucinations of escape These childhood memories are all coming back Broken in dreams, twisted in reality I thought it was just a dream hallucination, Faking memories to fit the reality percieved. These memories in dreams Seem so real, Like I lived them and buried them deep Only for exploration in darkness Forgotten until now Now..it's all I think about Sub-concious escape A message in the dark Decoded in the light I see the meaning But it is right? The trap doors A way to escape Escape your life Escape who you are Because this is not it

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About Shadowlily16

Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 25
Ireland
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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My Bio

......well...Hi.
I don't really know what to say......maybe start with some interests....well I love art and poetry. I find it calming, a utopia, away from the madness. The atrists here are really wonderful.
I am a music addict and a proud one at that. I like most music except Classical. I'm sorry but when I here it I want to punch someone. Oh yeah, I am a violent person with a beautiful temper.
People tend to be scared at just a death glare.....They say that I threaten people too much and they think that I won't follow them true but they don't know that what I say are not threats. I tell you they are promises and I do not break my promises. If I give someone my word then I am bound.
I also like guns and knives,correction, LOVE guns and knives. Not really sure why, it could come from the violence. I am first degree black belt in Taekwon-Do and only the foolish challenge me. I like hunting too.

Okay so enough with the death threats and doom. I ADORE reading. I read and read and read for hours on end. I like vampire books and immortals but if anyone mentions the Twilight Saga I will knock them out. Remember,not a threat, a promise. I live for CSI and NCIS. I am mad for Forensics!

I guess you could say I was sporty.....I like playing soccer, hockey(when I get the chance) amd I like swimming too but only in a pool. I like Martial Arts.........and beating people up...no just kiding but if someone hits me first I'll make sure they won't try it again.....DUN DUN DUN!!!

I'm sort of weird too,not that y'all probaly didn't know already. I do sort of weird things and say weird things. I don't do it on purpose. Now y'all are probably thinking that I'm crazy. Well it wouldn't be wrong. But I don't think I'm going to go into all that.

.......So.......That's all I can think of really.....Okay then. Bye-bye! :)

Current Residence: In your closet....
Favourite genre of music: Screamo, Rock, Meatal
MP3 player of choice: My phone
Shell of choice: cloak of shadows
Personal Quote: If you don't take that back pure quick I'll kick your ass seven ways to Sunday and back!!

Favourite Movies

e Dragon Tattoo, The Girl ith ThThe Possession of Emma Evans, The Last Exorcism, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Tortured

Favourite TV Shows

NCIS, Grey's Anatomy, Criminal Minds, Miami Ink, CSI:Crime Scene Investigation.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

BVB/ Evanescence/ BMTH/ MCR/ Avenged Sevenfold/ BFMV/ Snow Patrol

Favourite Books

The House of Night Series, The Morganville Vampires, The Book Thief,The Demon Trappers.

Favourite Games

Mindgames, Call of Duty: Black Ops.

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-Box 360...

Other Interests

Exorcisms, Anime, forensics, music, literature, Taekwon-Do, weapons.

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Just To Say Hi

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Hi... I don't think that anyone really cares about what I'm saying here. Anyway, a lot has changed since the last time I was on this. Everything has gotten worse. I really wish that I was no longer a part of this world, but that just won't do I guess. I'm in my first year of college and I hate it. There are too many people there and I would love to drive my fist through my room mates. I don't have any friends there so I'm very alone and lonely. Wow so much happiness.

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Jul 30, 2012

#foreveralone

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....Sup.... I am sorry to inform you that I have returned..DUN DUN DUN!! I was A.F.K for a while for reasons that you would not care about.. :P Not much has changed really. I'm still weird and all that other odd stuff... I did get braces though...and I'm down to 51 kg :D I haven't "fallen" for over a month now but I know that it won't last... It will all start up again in September. I don't know if I will be able to keep lying to the Therapist.. Never the matter, she can go and drop kick a melon... This summer is really boring because my friend has turned out to be a complete and utter bitch so I have nothing to do... All I want is a chat...

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Jun 23, 2012

In Fear of Being Burned with the Wooden Spoon

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I tried jogging today...and found out that I hate it. Shin splints are a dammed curse! It's okay though... So, I have to find something new to do this summer in between all the god-forsaken study I have to do... Not really looking forward to the final exams :'( I predict that they will be as annoying as a bitch on Tuesday... My favorite T.V show has just ended...I don't think I have another reason to live... It will all be okay though in the end (hopefully). I didn't realize that the little rant emoticon moved so much...not relevant but I don't care. I have to avoid my mother because she is in a foul mood and has already threatened to burn me

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ChamberlainOfRavens

Nov 20, 2013

[forget the stuff below, Ainé, you still around?]

Hallo!

This is a message sent to [almost] all my watchers and/or people I watch [because holy shit there's a ton of people] here on deviantART: I'm moving all my professional work to a different account. This one will remain so I can keep in touch with the wonderful people I've met around 'ere, but it's highly unlikely any submissions will be made.

If you're interested in my work, check here:

Alou!

Essa é uma mensagem enviada a [quase] todas as pessoas que me seguem e/ou que eu sigo no deviantART [porque jesus tem um monte de gente aqui]: estou movendo todo o meu trabalho como fotógrafo profissional para uma conta diferente. Esta conta permanecerá ativa para que eu consiga manter um contato mais pessoal com as pessoas incríveis que conheci por aqui, mas é altamente improvável que eu vá adicionar qualquer trabalho aqui.

Caso queira continuar a acompanhar minha fotografia, cheque aqui:

Byyyeee~

I'm still around about.

ChamberlainOfRavens

Good jolly roger! Y'know, I kinda remember all the weird stuff we used to talk, but that was way back when pigs flew. Mind if I ask how are you today?